Back to the days of headaches, exhausted, but can't get a wink of sleep.
I always thought my depression was a seasonal thing, usually occurring in the Winter. I never thought it would hit me this hard during the Summer. I should be out. I should be laughing. I should have smile spread from ear to ear. I should be with my best friend.
My best friend is the thing I'm missing. I crossed the line. I told you how I felt. I crossed that fucking line that nobody ever dares to cross. And look where it's taken us.
I want to take it back, so fucking bad.
I have exactly two months until I will be moving in at Edinboro. That's so far away from now. I don't know how I'm gonna make it especially if this continues on.
Every night I've laid in bed just to cry myself to sleep again.
I leave for vacation on Friday. I'm crossing my fingers it will be a good distraction.
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