Friday, June 25

You're missing out on someone that would give you the world.
Someone that WANTS to give you the world.
Someone that wants to SHOW you the world.
This isn't just some stupid little crush I'm hiding from you.
I told you how I feel. How I've felt for awhile.
I know you're scared. You don't think I was or am too?
I'm fucking terrified.
But for love, I'd do anything. Especially since that love is for you.

I don't want us to run out of time.
I don't want to go to college and meet new people.
You'll just be in the back of my mind anyhow.
You're the only person I could see myself with for a long time.
And we all know I do not think like that.

I don't know what else to do.
I'm at the point where I pretty much have to let you come to me.
Show me you care. Show me, just fucking show me.
I know its hard for you.

I just want to talk to you RIGHT now about it but I want you to come to me.
I feel like I've done enough. This is supposed to be a two person deal,
but maybe you don't know that. I want to know what you're thinking.

Do you miss me too right now? Am I always in the back of your mind?

I've been crying almost almost every night about all of this.
Should I just try one more time?
Will it really be just one. more. time?
Or will it bring on more?

I want you to know its okay to tell me anything. It's just me.

I don't know what else to tell you.